I love all people except for one person

I love all people

Except for one person...

When I was a child, 

I have thought of loving everyone

So everyone will love me in return

Then i will be filled by love

But i was wrong

Because i attracted abusive people who took everything for granted 

So i killed myself

My old self

Before, 

i love all people except myself, 

That was why i was willing to give everything even those i deserve and even those things i need to survive

But today i was reborn

Almost with a stone heart but it is an edified heart

So i can stop caring

And i can stop loving

most importantly, 

i learned to love myself

And i will do my best!

guided by wisdom

But deep inside

i want to keep loving others

Taking care of people i value

And those people i used to value

From the distance

But i was hindered by fear and distrust

Coz it seems i cannot trust anyone anymore

After all betrayals and lies

Despite of all darkness nights

i cannot turn myself into darkness

i was setup to do good but sadly i was not able to get the love i want

Nor the desire to give up is out of my hand

The only option is to continue this course of life and hoping to reach the end of the road before the dawn of my age

Thus

i gave up leading my life because my path is towards the end

And let what is good to be done

Because the world will remain dark and it will not adjust to my desire

So letting what is good to rule my life will take away my desire to end

This time i will keep reminding myself

That someone will keep loving me

Coz i will now be here for myself in which those i expected failed to do so

And have a guts to say

I don't love everyone anymore but myself