Saturday, October 1, 2022

Own Peace

 


I helped my friends as much as I can and sometimes more than what I should until they return destruction and unappreciation then I will leave without a trace. I will be dead in their world and they will be the same in my world. Now I decided to walk on my own without anything to carry on my shoulder. I live a peaceful life. Without laughter but without tears. Without expectations and without disappointments. A clear world without anything but peace until that same peace went inside me and I , myself became peace.

I walked alone in my world and that so called peace inside me widen its scope. It whitened everything inside of my space and everything I touch until everything around me is whitened and cleared. Everything became in peace and there is nothing that can corrupt my peaceful world because there is nothing anymore in my world. Everything becomes nothing. And this so called peace becomes nothing as well. Thus, I am nothing. Nothing in my world and nothing in your world.

I became an indestructible peace and a pure white that cannot be bothered by anything because I lost concern for any single thing. As I walked to my own path this so called peace is starting to whiten me. I slowly camouflage to my surroundings. No, I am actually starting to become totally nothing. Just like everything around me, which is now nothing for me. Because that's how peace consume everything to maintain its peace and now it's consuming me so I will become in peace.