RESOLUTION?

This new year, vows were made and resolutions has been created; however, all are vain. What is the purpose of vow that will be broken and the essence of resolutions that can not be done. Let us not practice ourselves by words but learn through good works. Oh why these resolutions appear just right now, yet there are yesterdays - last year. Do resolution for wrong doings need to wait for new year before it does, oh isn't the day, that arises for us is new? yet for all days arose, it has been doing just right now? I can not understand the value of delaying such a good works; though, God has taught us that while we have that chance do good things. It is best to do than to vow.
Moreover, we do not need resolution if there is a solution, let us solve the situation and do not wait for resolution. On the other hand, our goal to change is difficult to achieve; although, with God's help and mercy we can achieve it. In faith and trust that God will do; if we will open our hearts and repent for our trespasses: promising trespasses will not be happen again, is a joy that we can make it through good goals of our hearts for the good change of our personality.

MY 2010

Last year seems yesterday, today is the end of the year and tomorrow is a new year. Days come so quick, those days within this year will be part of history that I do not want forget. Part of my past that I will write on my heart; for every month there were destinies to be drawn, for every week there were happenings that are special and for every day there were memories that will be treasured within my soul. Today I will reminish my year 2010. 

 January started thy memories such as: I met Mr. Robert and joined my first Career Orientation Seminar at Dr. Josefa Jerra High School- this introduced marketing department to me. My first Marathon I ever joined was happened on this month. 

 February memories united many things on my part. It continued those things I have started in January. My application on KFC while facing my situation. A reunion with my high school friends at Vinoi’s house and the First ACSAT Rocks at Marikina Sport Complex where I met Ate Des- that was so tiring day but joyful night, these were happened on this month. 

 March memories will remind me my despair and doubt. The month where I faced my real situation, however the month of my first year as a blessed boy of GOD- thanks be to GOD! The month of apologies and the month of renewal. The month when things were started: being a Student Assistant of Marketing Department, sitting at the front desk and aswering phone calls- credit card agents, touring students and flyering. The opening of feelings, perhaps, and meeting with my best friend carlo and the guy he calles, best... 

 April gave me first days of chances memories like: having my first swimming at morong with my brethrens; our first interview at ACSAT Masinag; printing of my second friends cube, my first text brigade using computer- reminding students and to market ACSAT, my first income as a student assistant via my first bank account and of course the day of special, buying my first cellphone and receiving my first text message. These first chances happened on this month. 

 May memories revealed many things such as: let my heart love and be fooled- though it was alright and yet a good memory and I still want to be friend of him...; the end of amity how I wish it never happened, though, I am happy now we were friends again- very hopeful (oh I just remember this was my first cry at ACSAT hahaha what a memory!). It was also the month of our first vote for National Election and the week of gap among us. The graduation of Isay and their renewal and of course, PhenThaygs anniversary.

June memories introduced many things like: my first meeting celebration of my best friend and narrating some stories. The month where Mr. Robert gave me hand towel and my first meeting with JP, Von, RE, Kei, Jayjo and all ACT2010 students plus LT and all CA students and my first caller on my phone- that was RBK.

 July memories created a smile on my face; for this month I met Cedrick, Ms. Ophel, even Errol plus having friendship with Princess and RV. I also gave my bookmark to my special friend successfully. Moreover, a successful program of Boardwalk Modeling and an unforgetable theater workshop for my friends. 

 August memories brought me victory for my wants: I have visited the house of my brother and friend: my once favorite RE, successfully performed our interpretative dance with my close friend and winning a simple awards in buwan of wika- a nice day that brought back friendship plus remembrance of amity and brotherhood. 

 September memories energized me by words of mouth: having a debate because of someone, corrected by my boss, seminar of memorization, selling and reintroduction of a declining product and receiving worst comment from my favorite; In addition, energized by receiving slippers from my Sis Jane and having food trip with Mr. Aries of Accounting Class. 

 October memories made my soul tired, this month had many activities such as: the ACSAT Concert at River Banks – what a day; Luao Party where Cedrick won the 3rd prize- that was a good night; ACSAT Open House a TY OT; defense, I mean, report of our marketing plan; our fishbowl or COS spiel training; a Saturday with Mr. Arman and a Halloween party, the debut of Abby where I dance her first time. 

 November memories made promises and loneliness: a promise of excellence for COS spiel training but loneliness by saying goodbye marketing; a swear to do my best on my job but sadness to have few working hours; a vow to thank God for everything but a disappointment on my day for failing my plans and breaking a company – though God made me happy by attending our KKTK Sport Fest. 

 December memories loaded me full, for having many activities such as: Youth Assembly that made a vow within my heart; having a party with BA and Criminology students, ACSAT-QC, ACSAT employees and Batang-SIKAP; and a success on giving bookmarks and cards to those people I value, in addition, winning for having thanksgiving to God! My God will bring joy again for the next year! Thanks to be to GOD!

LIFE OF A POOR

How difficult to be a poor who carries the world? A poor who is far from his goal. The sun rises but he cannot feel. Regular meal is rare and temptations spread along the way. There is a desire to help, however, it will pull you down; such an additional burden. Oh it is difficult to be a poor. Even you try to think positive that this will not hinder you to achieve your dreams, you cannot keep believing. Even you try to ignore your problems, you cannot escape. Your feet will walk without strength. Morning and noon will fuse, night and afternoon will be the same and the whole day will be a darkest night. There will be no morning to come but an afternoon. Moreover, the day will think for upcoming tomorrow and yesterday will separate from the day of your life. The sun will lose its light in the house. The food will lose its taste in the mouth, cent will become a treasure and blade will be the last ace. That is the life of a poor.

PAHINGI NG TULONG SA MGA ULAP

May isang halamang ubas ang tumubo sa isang lupa. Nagkaugat at tumubo ng mainam. Ngunit ng matuyo ang lupa, natigil ang paglago. Naghanap ng makakapitan ang baging ng halaman; gumapang nga sa isang sampayan. Sa pagtaba muli ng lupa, sumibol muli ang halaman, ngunit sa lupa may rosas nang tumubo. Saan dapat ang halaman kukuha ng lakas upang tumayo? Sa lupaing tinubuan ngunit mayroon nang ibang halaman o sa sampayang kinakapitan na ayaw ng hanging kaibigan at ng sikat ng araw. Akong tubig ay naguguluhan, dapat ba siyang diligan Ngayon siya ay lihim pang gumagapang sa sampayan? habang nalilito kung kanino dapat magtumibay. Dapat ko bang pasukin ang lupa at magpahigop sa dalawang ugat o lalaksan ko ang pagbuhos para magiba ang sampayan? Sa nakakaunawang ulap, kailangan ng tubig nang kausap. Malaman ang nararapat. May mga taong sa mabababaw na dagat lumalangoy kaya’t paano nga sila makasisisid sa malalim? Anopa’t malulunod sila kung kanilang susubukan. Sino ngang tao ang makakaabot ng kalaliman ng karagatan? Mayroon ba o wala na nga?

IYAK NG ISANG MAGULANG

Anak ko, anong ginawa mo sa tahanan mo? Na bigay ko sa iyong sakdal at sa ikabubuti mo. Hindi ba ito naging mainam at naghanap ka ng bago? Bakit mo pinalitan ang lahat ng kagamitang ginawa ko para sa iyo? Tinanggal mo ang mga kasangkapan at gumawa ka ng sarili mong higaan. Ang kahoy na haligi ginawang mong bakal. Binawasan mo ang mga pamaypay at sinira mo ang bubungan. Hindi ba ito naging sapat sa iyong kailangan? Kaya nilubos mo ang paggamit ng bawat kasangkapan. Inuubos mo ang mga pagkain sa imbakan, maging ang alaga ko hindi mo binigyang kahalagahan, samantalang makakatulong ito sa iyong kabuhayan. Bakit mo pinahiram sa dayuhan ang iba nating silid-tanggapan at maging hardin natin hinayaan mong sila ang magpanatili ng kagandahan, hindi mo ba ito tahanan na aking bigay? Binigay ko sa iyo ang mainam na bagay ngunit binigay mo ang pamamahala sa iyong mga kapitbahay. Maging ang iyong mga kapatid hindi mo pinakinggan, nagkanya-kanya ng buhay at nag-aagawan pa sa aking kayamanan. Anak, ako ba ay minamahal ninyo o pinahahalagahan mo ba ang mga pamana ko? Dinalisay ko ang bawat bagay sa bahay ngunit hindi mo binigyang saysay. Pinaganda ko ang bawat sulok ngunit hindi mo tinignan. Hindi mo binigyang halaga ang pinaghirapan ng iyong ama at sinaktan mo ang iyong ina. Tinuruan ko ang iyong mga kapatid ngunit sa mga kaibigan mo ikaw nananalig. Ngayon ako sa iyo ay nagsasaysay, iyo ba akong pakikinggan? Ngayon ay bahala ka, ikaw ay mangamba sa mga darating na parusa. Tinanggal mo ang mga batong matibay sa mga upuan, maghintay ka sa mga pagbigay. Nabutas na ang bubungan at kaunti na ang mga pamaypay: bahala kang mainitan; bahala kang pasukan ng tubig ulan. Sige, huwag kang maglinis para buhay mo hindi manahimik. Ipahiram mo ang mga gamit at balang araw ikaw ay walang magagamit. Magpatuloy kang mangmang hanggang kamatayan at mainggit ka sa iyong mga kapitbahay. Iwan mo ang iyong kagalingan at kunin mo ang iyong kahinaan; sapagkat hindi ka marunong tuminngin sa iyong sariling kakayahan, saying ang iyong kasipagan. Sapagkat ubos na ang pagkain sa imbakan, ang iyong tiyan ay kakalam. Walang alaga kang masusumpungan sapagkat hindi mo pinahalagahan. Sa mga darating na araw, na iyong pang ipagpapatuloy ang kapabayaan sa aking bahay, ay aking kukunin nga at walang ititira.

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Paranoid Personality Disorder:	Low
Schizoid Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Personality Disorder:	High
Antisocial Personality Disorder:	Low
Borderline Personality Disorder:	Low
Histrionic Personality Disorder:	High
Narcissistic Personality Disorder:	Low
Avoidant Personality Disorder:	Low
Dependent Personality Disorder:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	Moderate
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PAGLILIMBAG

Ang tao ay tulad ng isang aklat na nasusulat, naguguhitan at nakukulayan. Ang mga nakapiligid sa kaniya ang nagsisilbing kagamitan na nagpupunan ng kaniyang kalooban: ang tao, hayop, pangyayari atb., kapag napunan na ang buong pahina, lalagdaan ito ng Ama at pangyayarihin Niya; kumbaga isang mungkahi. Kung magkagayon, mangatutupad ang lahat ng nakasulat roon; at narito, nasusulat na ang isang buhay. Samakatuwid, lahat ng bagay ay nagkakalakip, sapagkat nilagdaan ng Amang nasa langit. (Roma 28:8)

PATAWAD SA INYO MGA KAIBIGAN

Parang isang araw lang nang tayo ay magkasama-sama. Parang kahapon lang, kayo ay nakita. Ngunit kay haba na pala ng araw na lumipas at sa mga nagaganap, ako nga ay hindi nagagalak.
Sa pagkalungkot ng mga kaibigan, ako rin ay umiiyak; sa pagkatisod ng mga kaibigan, ako rin ay nasusugat. Kaya ngayon aking naaalamang, mayroong mga natukso sa kamalian, lubos ang aking kalungkutan.
Sa panahong lumipas, itinuon sa pagsulat at kayo sa akin ay nawalan ng alat. Patawad sa mga panahong hindi ko kayo nabati, nadamayan at natulungan. Hindi man dapat, ang sisi sa akin ko nilalagak. Sapagkat hindi nagawa ang pananagutan bilang isang kaibigan.
Patawad sa pagkukulang, patawad sa kahinaan at patawad sa lahat ng aking kamalian. Pilit ko man gawin ang lahat, ako ay hindi nagiging sapat. Ngunit hayaan ninyo, ako ay magsisikap upang aking maganap ang tungkulin ng isang kaibigang tapat. Huwag ninyo lang sanang ipagtabuyan o kalimutan ang lahat.
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